Zane's Way

Prologue

    A grunt of completion filled the air rising above their heavy breaths. Rena fought to bury the feelings of inadequacy as Zane rolled away, his broad shoulders now facing her. Before her heart had time to resume its normal pace, the TV was turned on, its dim light flickering around her, intensifying the feelings tearing at her heart.
    She distractedly smoothed her hand across the sheet trying to absorb its warmth. Her body shivered in response to the loss of heat.
    Her insides mourned the loss. You should feel blessed, her mind scolded. And yet, she didn't. Being in a long-term relationship should bring a feeling of contentment, but for Serena Keller the only thing it brought, at least when it came to her sex life, was a heavy ache that reminded her daily of what was missing.
    “Zane,” she called softly.
    The only answer from his side of the bed was a grumpy rumble. Not allowing that to dissuade her, Serena asked, “Did I satisfy you? Was it good?”
    “Why do you ask that?” It was obvious he was annoyed, but why? She tried to keep her voice calm when she answered.
    “Just wondered…” she finally said, her voice trailing off.
    “You're always wondering things, Rena. Just let it be.”
    She didn't say anything—just lay there, thinking to herself.
    So many times in the past year, she had silently fought with herself. How could she possibly fix the problem? In every other way, her relationship was one to be envied. The fact she lived week after week, month after month through monotonous sex shouldn't really matter. Right? Wrong! Her body screamed as it craved more. So much more.
    Staring at the ceiling, she thought about the man next to her. His body wide and warm as his arms welcomed her. Why wasn't it enough?    more >>